Greetings my fellow Deep Digging Souls!
I come to you today after a nearly year long period of unprecedented healing in my life. Healing that I didn't even fully realize I was in need of until 2019 was upon me and had me helpless on the ground. Thankfully, mercifully, God and the universe knew I was finally ready to know myself more fully and move forward, beginning to break free from nearly 50 years of bondage. Much of it self-inflicted.
Sounds quite dramatic, I know. But as I've written before, many of us spend the first 15 - 20 years of our lives on this earth being scarred and the remainder trying to heal from those scars. And having feelings of "not wanting to be in this life anymore" even if briefly can never be considered as melodrama. Yes, I had those moments in this past year. Fortunately, I also had many miraculous moments of self-realization and growth.
Don't get me wrong. I'm still healing. Still struggling. Still wrestling. Still going through growing pains. (Oh God, I hope I never stop growing for the rest of my life!) But a turning point has been reached. A light can be seen. I can feel the warmth of love and support on my shoulders,
So, as the substance of my healing continues to fully materialize, I would like to take an opportunity to share a series of posts regarding some breakthrough moments I've arrived at during the past year as I've journeyed through low crawls and high times. I can see and feel the morning sun at the edge of a dark, dreary and sometimes toxically comforting forest of confusion.
Please join me in the coming weeks and months my friends and Let There Be Morning.
Peace To All!
"Let the sun rise
Let the birds sing
Let there be light
Let there be morning"
The Perishers - "Let There Be Morning"
